Emotionally, I feel better than yesterday. Yes, my fears are all still there, but I am handling them. I need to trust that things will work out. I have to trust in my husband, family, and God.
As a total and utter control freak, it's hard to admit that I cannot plan everything and manipulate every outcome of every situation, but if I don't change this aspect of my personality, my stress is going to lead me to an early grave.
On a more positive note (you know, more positive than talking about dying young haha), Joe has been taking night classes twice a week this semester and tonight is his last class! Yay! I absolutely hate coming home to an empty apartment and spending the entire night without him.
That said, I've greatly enjoyed this opportunity to watch Lifetime movies and trashy TV (tonight I discovered VH1's Couple's Therapy. O.M.G.)
Welp. Nothing else to report. My life lately is pretty much nothing but dieting and lounging around in PJs and watching trashy TV. I LOOVVEE the latter, gotta become more positive about the former.
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